its been a while...

so its been ages since i have been on here.....with the earthquake in christchurch and all things have been rather hectic......since the quake i have moved houses....and sooo much has changed.....i have such awesome friends that they have all helped to ease the pain of all the disasters by doing what ever we could to keep each other happy this included a trip to hanmer springs, and many trips out to pegasus where we swam and joked for hours on the man made beaches....and then thrown in during the week is school...which has rarely a dull moment these days.... i also got the ok to go and get my restricted licence which i havn't been able to get because of epilepsy until now :) so thats a good start for setting myself up with going to a course next year. :) hopefully i get into a awesome fashion course at cpit :)

what a weekend!

so this weekend started out a bit slow.....on friday after school i was called into work..(subway eat fresh -yayah-) just for a few hours, but i had my best mate coming to stay aswell....so i rearranged my plans with her so i could fit both in...that was ohkay. so then when she eventually got here after i had finished work....i had found a birthday party for us to go to...that was fine...but we couldnt find it, it took us well over an hour but we eventually got there safe and sound. but it was like 10 pm by the time we found this place. it was a good party all went well and she met alot of new people :) so the next morning she left and i returned to work...tired and hung over... only to come home and have her come out again saturday night. so saturday night we didnt go out we sat at home and spoke and laughed about the night before...which was awesome...she doped me at work at 6am and went home. straight after work i was picked up from home by my dad and we spent the day running errands together...monday night rolls on in and just as i get in the door i recieve a text from another mate saying they can no longer attend my last school formal with me. :( so upset. so now with the formal being on saturday i have no partner, and my ride also pulled out this morning....so no partner and no ride.....what a shit way to end a good weekend. what to do what to do? find another partner and go or just flag it

so bored...

Ohkay so i am bored as...So i plan to keep blogging....lol You know it always makes me think how good ive got it when everything goes wrong....Confusing? Yes! But its true i mean ....When you lose someone you love wether through Death, Divorce, Break up's, Simply moving away...or any other way...It hurts- It hurts alot!!! But I mean no matter what theres someone else that has had worse than you, theres some one else out there who is going through the same thing and sure, there are people better but i always seem to feel for the ones that are worse off!!! The way i see it....S*** happens...Get over it, or just grow into the idea that what has happened, has happened and more often than not theres not alot you can do about it. Dont dwell on the past and dont look to far to the future, live in the present- and even if it is hell- You'll come out eventually- The light always follows darkness. It is amazing how many people come to me every week with their problems and they tell me things that i can relate to through my own mistakes or my past....So heres bet that the water bill is higher too. So hold your chins up all my friends and family and even if i dont know you- keep your chin up aswell. SMILE- For no matter what it is you are going through some one before you has been there done that and still come out on top- Make a goal and stick to it. As long as someone loves you, you are not worthless. You can do what ever you put your mind too. Until you have the courage to lose sight of the shore you will never discover new oceans, so spread your wings and fly, remember there still angels after a storm, and your friends will be with you no matter what. :)

this is all new to me

ohkay so i am new to this "blogging" thing.. but i guess i will start with some of my beliefs or rather small...mottos? that i like to think that i live by... or some of them i think are just small poems that are cool :) **LIFE** be loved but never love attach but never combine trip but never fall to be broken is better than shattered, show your strength but not your past, be trustworthy but never trust, be cracked but never open. **KIA KAHA** judge me and i'll prove you wrong tell me what to do and i'll tell you off say i'm not worth it and watch where i end up fuck me over and i'll do it back twice as hard call me crazy but you really have no idea. **ADVICE** your life is like a garden of soft untrodden snow, becareful where you step for every step will show. **LOVE** missing someone isn't about how long it's been since you saw them, or the amount of time since you last spoke, it's about that very moment when you're doing something and you wish they were right there with you **DRINKING** if vodka was water and i was a duck i would swim to the bottom and drink my way up, but vodka ain't water and i ain't no duck, so pass me the vodka and shut the fuck up **SEX** sex is evil, sex is class, whip me baby, spank my ass, 69'er doggy style, whip me baby, make me smile, so if you want me in the sack, lick your lips and text me back.

ME!

Hi im Holly I come from the Chatham Islands....Im 17 and am currently living in Kaiapoi to go to school. Kaiapoi high. I live with my brother (Craig) which is interesting as he is alot older than me and has started a family of his own, But his son keeps me amused most of the time...The best behaved three year old i have ever met. The way i see it... Nothing last forever so Live it up, Drink it down, Laugh it off, Avoid the bullshit, Take chances and Never have regrets...Because at one point everything you did was exactly what you wanted to do.....